i don't even know the real me anymore.

This week is about starting over, completely. It's about ridding yourself of the past and focusing on the future. To symbolize this new start, what better way than to start a new blog? (plus, bloggster won't let me post anymore on the other one.) For a long time, I let my past affect how I see myself today. I let it take over certain aspects of my life. But I know that when I ask for forgiveness, God washes out my past, my sins, and anything else. That's why yesterday, to kind of get closure from the past, I wrote out my testimony. A testimony is kind of like a biography. I knew that writing it would bring up a lot of feelings from my past, but I knew that if I didn't, the past would continue to keep bothering me. After writing it out, all 2 pages (:, I felt like this huge weight was lifted off my chest. Even if no one ever saw it, it was okay. A lot of those feelings came back, but I was able to fight them off because I know now that God is with me. All the way. Through thick and thin. And he's got my back (: